“life will be better in spring”
Saturday, February 4, 2012 || 7:32 PM
JANUARY, WORST MONTH EVER.
Cudgel broke.
Grandma passed away.
Fucked up result for o level Chinese.
Bad things just come by one by one.
What did I do to deserve all of these?
Wednesday, January 11, 2012 || 7:29 AM
"阿嬷你今嘛在叨位 阮在叫你你甘有听到 阮的认真甲阮的成功你甘有看到 阮在叫你你知影没 阿嬷你今嘛过的好么 甘有人块甲你照顾 希望后世人阮搁会冻来乎你疼 作你永远的孙仔 搁叫你一声阿嬷"
Grandma, did you hear my singing just now?
I can sense that you've really left us.
I miss you so much, grandma.
I know that this would happen sooner or later, but I didn't expect to be so fast.
Did you see grandpa over there? Hope you two are doing fine there.
So much to say to you, yet I dunno how to put them in words.
Don't wanna face anybody, don't wanna be close to anybody, don't wanna be hurt, don't wanna see people around me leaving one by one, don't wish to accept the fact.
0145, 07012012, you left us.
It's been almost 5days.
Saturday, January 7, 2012 || 7:26 AM
奶奶，永別了!:'(
Thursday, January 5, 2012 || 4:05 AM
HAPPY 18TH LUNAR BIRTHDAY TO ME!:D
(actually i've totally forgotten about that.x.x)
HEY RACHEL, THANKS FOR THE TEXT UH!(:
fyi, she's younger than me by one day! such a coincidence.
maybe not just 'a', but more:
our brothers are born in the same year.
our parents are all born in the same year.
both of us live in marsiling.
our siblings and us studied in marsiling primary.
cool isn't it?:D
anyway, HAPPY NEW YEAR!:D
bye 2011 and hi 2012!(:
went to marina bay to countdown with warriors!
no more at khatib cos all the events are for aunties and uncles to watch.X:
anyway, today is the third school day. i think i'm not surviving well alr despite mugging over the holiday.x.x 291 DAYS TO O LEVEL!)))): (just happened to see kelvin's tweet ytd.)
NEW YEAR RESOLUTION:
-DO WELL FOR O!
-GROW TALLER!._.
-TRAIN HARD FOR WUSHU COMPETITION!:O
-GET RID OF 8KG! (i hope it's possible.:\)
so beining and i are coming up with a diet plan.
she's my diet consultant while i'm hers.
we've together borrowed 5-7 books on diet.X:
hopefully we'll get rid of the kilos soon!:D
to those who are also dieting:
diet is not about not eating but to watch out of what you're eating.(:
Thursday, December 22, 2011 || 3:50 AM
I REALISED THAT I ALWAYS GO BACK ON MY WORD!
MIA for 2months and reason? as expected, I MUGGED.:P
so these are practically what i did these two months:
相声@SP.
did you noticed that kim and i both wore striped top? 有默契 eh? cos that time when we went 'jump', both of us wore the jean top. ehehehe. anyway, the 相声 was quite entertaining! just that sometimes i couldn't understand what they were talking.x.x
hot ah hot. from the image, i can only spot one fan?! ASDFGHJKL. waiting for hours to my turn to go up. wanqing and i were extremely pissed off as people keep cutting our queue.-.- but luckily i brought my potter along to read.:P hmmm, after performance, we received a certificate of appreciation(?) and the bazaar coupons to buy FOOD.:D
THE QUEST.
CHUNG CHENG PARTICIPANTS!
SEA OF ORANGE!:D
(I forgot what's our group name.x.x)
WORMY AND VOLDY!
WORMY AND VOLDY!
I SWEAR THAT THE QUEST IS DAMN FUN AND ENJOYABLE!:DDDD
i'm sooooo gonna participate next year!:B (if there is)
there's one station which jos, kim and xinyi would be blind folded and are supposed to walk toward me to feed me ice cream. when the facils there were explaining, we weren't actually listening so they just sent me to sit on the chair while they are being blind folded. when they realised that they were supposed to feed me with ice cream they were like WHAAAATTTT?! LOL. it was hilarious. after that they discreetly ate the ice cream when faking to feed me. but sadly, they were being caught by the facils. so 我赚到了!:B heehee.
wasted hell lots of time to find hort park. when we reached there, we were asked to just to go straight to east coast.:@ but we still played the station but failed miserably.:\
train-ed to pasir ris then my mum called me to go back home to prepare for the audition later on.-.- and she even chided me yknow! zzz. (though i love my mummy, she's seriously quite irritating at times._.) so i took rebound back with xinyi (cos she had to rush to ballet class.).
RUN BY GOLF COURSE @ OCC.
GROUP PHOTO.
跑吧，孩子！
AWESOME PEOPLE!^ i think we were the high-est people among everybody.:D
FORFEIT: POLE DANCE AND WIGGER WIGGER (idk how to spell.x.x) ?
stayed overnight at xinyi's house cos i was too lazy to wake up so early just to travel to khatib.X:
watched 拜金女皇 and running man there!:D ate pasta made by my dear twin!(: but sadly, it wasn't spicy, cos she don't take spiciness!)))): aiyayaya, and that's the biggest difference between us.
ICE CREAM SELLING.
the first photo we took together despite knowing each other for 6years?^
worked with guohuiqi on Nov 6 @ Khatib! sadly, evergreen was selling in that area too, so we couldn't clear stock.))): still, we managed to sell 15? 16? 17? boxes.:DDD would consider ourselves lucky lah!:D jiafan, the kind soul, bought one from us! ehehehe. persuaded benpeng to buy from us and told him that he'd pass his SPA with flying colours if he were to buy from us. but he still insist to not to. guess what happened in the end! he spilled liquid for his bio spa.X: i didn't expect my words to work the other way round.xD
STEAMBOAT @ JOSCELIN YU'S PLACE WITH G96s.
很有一家人的感觉! er, nonnono, 我们本来就是一家人嘛!xD
爱死你们了! hoping that we could really live under one roof/become neighbours in the future.(:
MS LIN.
*whisper* she knows that i don't like her._.
我不知道明年要怎么面对她.X.X
somebody told me this which i find it 101% true:
"if you never score that well for your mathematics, she won't even notice your existence."
Tuesday, October 25, 2011 || 5:03 AM
鸦雀无声的巴士载着满满的学生。或许是因为昨晚大家都睡不好吧，我们都在巴士里进入了梦乡。手机在这时传来了一则简讯吵醒了我。揉了揉松醒的眼睛，仔细一看，原来是朋友的祝福。看了看四周，我们已快到总校了。
到达总校后就能感受到比赛的气氛弥漫在空间中。下了巴士后我们便上食堂梳妆打扮。全副武装的我们难以掩饰心中的焦虑，不断地在做热身、在指定的范围练习套路来回好几次，为了就是要为那天的比赛呈现最完美的套路。因为大家心里都很明白，这毕竟是我们最后一次与师姐一起比赛，必须全力以赴。
集体做了最后一次“加油！”后，便是时候上去场地了。坐在一旁等待我们上场真叫人坐立难安，大家的紧张都写在脸上。师姐也就不断地给予激励的话推动我们。
“编号123请进场。”
是时候了，向评判敬礼后，这时的我们似乎投入了我们的世界里，短短一分钟多的路就这样完成了。
“编号123，总分是。。。”
“毯”上 一分钟，“毯”下“一”年功，一年的血泪终于看到成果了！
比赛结束后就是颁奖的时刻了。在等待那奖牌的时候大家都不断地在拍照为当天的比赛留下纪念。上去领奖的心情简直是非墨笔所能形容的。12个奖牌的重量真是不轻，大家都似乎把自己当成大收获的奥林匹克的选手，把12个重重的奖牌带在身上，让后挥一挥手，瞬间变成了大明星。
颁奖典礼的结束告诉着我们2011年武术比赛的落幕，也暗示着我们再也没有机会与师姐一起参与的比赛了。想到这，大家都已哭成泪人，抱在一团。虽然大家都难分难舍，但我们知道“天下没有不散的筵席”，至少我们曾经在彼此的生命中留下美好的回忆。
乘坐在回校的巴士不再是那么的清静了，大家都变成了三姑六婆，不停的在八卦，聊东聊西的，笑声传得好远好远。。。
感谢师姐让我们体会到真正的团队精神。
感谢师姐陪我们共度残酷的训练。
感谢师姐不断地给于我们支持和力量。
感谢师姐一直为我们树立着好榜样。
最后，感谢师姐为我们2011年的武术比赛画下完美的句点！
post is specially dedicated to shimin, pearlyn, manyun and nasuha.(:
1st draft for 2011 至善, and that explains why it is in chinese.x:
p/s: sorry about the huge missing chunk of jiti quan.:\
credits: pearlyn and ian for the photos.
Thursday, October 20, 2011 || 6:04 AM
hey dudes! the hardcore mugger is back in action!:D *waaataaa!*
eoy is alr over and know what i'm still doing? hellyeah, M.U.G, mug! cos i just realised that i'm left with 370days to o level!:S (thank god that 2012 is a leap year!<3)
^Set this photo as my wallpaper to motivate myself to work.
"男人专注地在做一件事时事最有魅力的", what about female? were you attracted by me when you see that photo? LOL.
received what's-that-you-call-it slip today and my total CIP hours is * drum roll please*
153.5!:DDDDD shiok like asdfghjkl cos' my list of cip hours is less than 10cm and the total hours i've gotten is more than others who has participated in more than 15(?) actitvities.:D muahahaha, just one chingay will beat all the others.:B
um, remember the singing competition that i once mentioned? it was supposed to be held in sept but was postponed to oct cos the organiser said to allow those elder competitor to compete first.(yea, i'm competing with people up to the age of like 30+ or 40+?) and after that i'm told that due to too few contestants, it had to be delayed till mid-nov. like wtf, obviously lying.-.-
"learn the importance of team spirit"
"bond and build long lasting friendships"
#whatajoke.
we were once seen as the most bonded group of people in cchy. ha. see what has become of us. miss the old G96.
poor little girl.)': today is the 生死关头(according to 新明.) 加油小悦悦, you'd be fine!
so back to myself,
i don't like my identity to be exposed. i don't like people to see me in a different light. i don't like people to suddenly not talk to me for no reason. i don't like the feel of being ignored, outcast, left out. i don't like it to walk lonely behind when i'm out with a group of people when the rest of them are in pairs or trios talking, gossiping and laughing and not noticing my absence. i don't like it when my hard work doesn't pay off. i don't like to enter the half-adults' world; human adults are the most complicating species in the world. i don't like to deal with annoying people. i don't like to be not being born with sliver spoon. i don't like to be compared. i don't like to be labelled. i don't like people cutting my queue. i don't like people who don't even know their priorities. i don't like people who don't care about other people's feeling. i don't like people who are selfish, not thoughtful, not considerate. i don't like myself to be too paranoid over trivial matters. i don't like those fats to keep sticking with me. i don't like people who take their own sweet time to do certain stuffs. i don't like to wait. i don't like to be treated unequally. i don't like to feel like a loner.
i can get affronted and pissed off easily, it's just the matter of fact if i'd wanna show it.